So this project
The me I see now
Has called upon my past decisions to reflect
To speak a foreign dialect
Between reality and truth
To speak the truth is an act of courage
Being courageous also means you're vulnerable
And that's what it takes to face the judge
An all powerful being who comes to you
In all forms and mysterious ways
Psalm 25:5
Guide me in your truth and teach me
For you are God my savior
I've got a lot to learn
I need to shape up and fix my behavior, maybe I'll hit up the wellness center
When asked about my dreams, hopes and aspirations
I only come up with plastic creations
Of a fantasy world that when later asked about will turn into accusations causing me to
remember my limitations
But at least I know I'll be ok with my house built upon rock, because according to God that's a
strong foundation
The me I see now
Thinks graduation is out of reach
That the cap and gown might not fit on these shoulders
That carry the heavy burden of doubt
I've had complications all my life
So what if I don't see it through
I believe that sometimes you have to reroute
Maybe college isn't for me only time will tell
The me I see now doesn't have the answer to your questions
If I didn't care I would tell you I think I'm going to get all straight A's
and walk proudly across the stage
That I wanna change the world and release it from its cage
to get the perfect job become a millionaire just for the sake to say I did it
maybe I'll fall in love and end up with a ring on my finger
Become a world class civil engineer leading the world to a sustainable place
In the end, the me I see is different than the reflection in the mirror, trying to deeper my connections, shout-out DSP, I know I'm good enough for the light of day, I don't need to hide away, I got a good head on my shoulders and an intuition like no other, I gotta admit I struggle, I cry but there's beauty in pain, and Grandpa said as long as you smile you'll be okay
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